Oh... I copied my bio and links and iamges over, and made a new intro post but I forgot to replicate my pinned posts.
I'll do that when I'm over covid but suffice to say:
1. I cry every time I watch Terminator 2
2. Computer are the dumbest thing in the universe
3. My accounts on every website are a safe space
So y'all mfers were just never going to tell me this exists!?! /lh /nm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cDTG6o1vC2I
I also ran another overnight bleep bloop stream, if you want to see the most up-to-date versions of the modules in action: https://www.twitch.tv/videos/1511258321
Anyway, good morning, hope your day is going well 💜
I've since styled and named the sync-divider, it's called "divib" and has fancy LED-lit jacks now.
The random CV module isn't named yet, and I need to design some custom knobs, jacks and LEDs to match the 🤘RAD🤘 90s aesthetic. And think of a name 😅
Spent yesterday developing a few virtual modular synth modules for Cherry Audio's Voltage Modular😊
They're the 2 unstyled modules in the upper left:
1. A ultra-compact sync-divider that does the standard power-of-two divisions (2-256) but also a few odd ones (3,5&7) and "halftime" versions of those (e.g. ticks in a 3-4 tick pattern).
2. a random CV source based on a 16-bit buffer a playhead loops over and has a chance of flipping each read bit. Inspired by things like Marbles and Turing Machine.
Found a fancy melon in the store called "Limelon" that claimed it tastes like lime. The skin was like a honeydew, but greenish, and it wasn't super expensive, so I picked a small one up.
Happy to report that it tastes EXACTLY like lime and is a bit of a mindfuck to eat, because the texture is 100% honeydew, but it tastes like you'd squeezed a good quarter of a small lime onto every bite.
Fun hybrid!
A 100% fucked up thing I realised today:
We as a society have been so deeply indoctrinated into thinking the most important things are productivity and profits that even unruly partying teens have an unconcious respect for those values.
This is apropos of me defaulting to saying "I need to work tomorrow" as a reason when going to ask loud partying neighbours to quiet down.
The fucked thing is: IT WORKS.
A drunk 19-year old punk will fully just go "oh, god, sorry sorry! Yeah we'll quiet down".
we have a beautiful language w/o gendered pronouns; people who have some weird obsession w/ injecting gendered terms into nouns like professions or titles are people whose ideas are bad and who should feel bad
Thanks for coming to my DREAD talk, and sorry for the bad vibes, but this was something I had to get off my chest.
(luckily SoMe being what it is, barely anyone will see this rant, lol)
mentions of SH/SI, medical stuff, pain
And _THAT_ is what scares me the most in this whole entire world.
mentions of SH/SI, medical stuff, pain
But... My other pains can sometimes last for hours on end without a fraction of a second of relief.
I can't help but think, what if one day that Pain will start, but NOT stop after three seconds. Just keep going. How long would I yell or scream? Would my body stop convulsing at some point? What would happen to The Thought?
mentions of SH/SI, medical stuff, pain
Again, I do _not_ have SI or thoughts of self-harm.
However, for the ½-3 seconds I'm experiencing this Pain, there is a thought in my head, NOT in the foreground, not my "main thought" as it were, but somewhere in there, that goes
"I wouldn't be feeling this if I was dead."
But like I said, the Pains have, so far, only ever lasted around 3 seconds at worst, and as soon as the Pain subsides, tha thought is gone, too.
Government name Aapo Saaristo - Metal Gear Solid boss name Cute Notman
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