This has been eating at me and will continue to do so until I say something so here it goes:
Hi, I'm Zenith, and my pronouns are She/Her. I'm a trans non-binary demi-girl.
Please read, my thoughts in full:
Mental Health Very Positve, Physical Health Positive
I'm feeling so great today, I'm finally starting to get somewhere with my passion project, my health is somewhat improving, and I'm slowly starting to come out and be the real me. 🥺
I could get used to feeling this good. Do I dare to hope things will continue to get better?
Finally.
After almost 2 years of struggling to fix horribly broken legacy code from multiple different versions of #GameMaker, and struggling through a horrible start to the year I finally got #AOZTG to run to title screen for the first time in a long while.
I am 100% bawling my eyes out.
#gamedev
Today I am continuing the gargantuan task of converting & refactoring my old code base for #AOZTG. Its a lot of work but I actually have the energy for it and the time at home alone without interruptions to do it, so I'm gonna do it.
The only thing standing in my way is the impending brainfog. 😶🌫️
So I've always talked about my game via the hashtag #AOZTG because I was uncomfortable revealing that my (hopefully soon to be changed) username is based on the protagonist of the game.
But since coming out (on here) and starting to change my own name I'm much more comfortable with talking about the game in general? And I want to actually work on it again. But its complicated.
A mini-essay:
https://write.as/thui9e5xlrq3y.md
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Autistic | ADHD | Trans | Non-Binary
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| Demigirl
| Genderflux
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Sapphic
Indie game designer working on a personal project of over 10 years and a bunch of other projects too.
Topics:
Cats, Gaming, Game Development (GameMaker, RPG Maker), Programming, Disabled Life & Advocacy, Creative Writing, Art, Space & Science