I survived the night! I'm feeling a lot better this morning/afternoon! I want to thank all those who helped me through last night. Especially @OwlknightQuinn for giving me something to look forward to and virtual hugs, and @OctaviaConAmore for a wonderful stream full of beautiful music. Finally to @Bwee who was just being themselves in public and helped affirm and support me cause I happened to be standing in the love and affirmation AOE.