I had a chance to play against the people who labled me "group hate". And I feel like I rescued them from some people trying to do some really messy things, and it was interesting seeing them getting to play when you hate out in the right directions.
I felt like a protector. It reminded me of when I started playing commander, and all I could do is kingmaker.
It made me miss all my friends I used to play with. Even if you make friends and they would never leave you, sometimes, life doesn't give us a choice. And when you are always on the side of others leaving, it can leave you some sort of way.
To all those out there who are alone, because we were walked away from, remember some people get dragged away, they don't do it on purpose. Don't be afraid to keep opening your heart to new people.
Mostly cloudy days reminding me of when we parted ways
We tried so hard to talk, everytime you'd walk
Away from me and all I had to offer,
but I know that its because I wasn't there no more, off a
million different reasons, so I asked you,
and you said you'd never walked off, and
now I'm thinking its my conscious,
but you apologize and hold me tight,
you give me some time and some light,
you hear my plight,
so I hold my hands out for you,
you hold it so tight,
that makes me think, me and you will be alright, its true.
I think of friendships like romance novels do,
Like a long lost love is what will get me through,
A night alone again, waking up so damned,
I think if I found someone again, I'd want them to be my friend. Will you be mine?