@avaelin@tech.lgbtI like linguistics, reading about history, making music, and playing retro games.
I make electronic music. You can stream it all free on Bandcamp.
I also DJ in Final Fantasy XIV on Twitch! I have a vibe. It’s kinda dark but also chilled out (usually).
Follows are open. I don’t always follow back unless we hit it off because I am bad at social media and often am not paying attention.
You can poke me on Discord (avaelin) if you like. Flirting is also fine although I am bad at it. Unless retro games or linguistics are involved somehow.
Poly and happily partnered with @Malevolent_Maeve
She/Her 
@avaelinI should probably pin one of these posts instead of always writing a new one, but hi new friends!
It seems that by some fluke one of my shitposts blew up and you are here! Make yourself comfy! The usual programming tends to include a selection of recycled memes, assorted shitposts, and a healthy helping of sad posting to even it all out. Also games.
I look forward to getting to know you all a bit better! Thanks for being here and especially for being yourself. 
@avaelinI feel like I’m being fucking held together by tape right now.
@avaelinWeird ask - anyone know of a ereader app that runs on the Play date?
@avaelinThings are much better right now. It was a messy situation but it has resolved in a positive way. I feel confident and loved and supported by my girlfriends and things are back to being pretty amazing after a few rough weeks. 
@avaelinThe thing about RSD is you can know objectively that you are overreacting emotionally. However the physical pain in my chest and the intense conviction that I am a mess not worth consideration is not something I can logic my way out of, not while it’s happening.
@avaelinRelationships. The thing I need and yet cannot navigate without regular breakdowns because of my broken brain.
@avaelinI’m not doing so great. Words are hard.
Please be kind to the ones you love. Make them feel like you care for an value them even if that means you have to have a hard conversation.
@avaelinHow can I make everyone happy if I can’t even make myself happy?
@avaelinNo shower oversized hoodie dirty leggings camera off cause I just can’t make any effort outside of my shitty job day
@avaelinI’m so tired of feeling like I’m being held up to a different set of requirements than those of everyone else.
@avaelinI do not enjoy feeling resentful but boy do I have a lot of resentment lately.
@ghostlyash@transfem.socialmy love language is not english that is my english language
@avaelinThings have continued to be tough lately. The last couple of weeks have been especially overwhelming. However there has been some very bright spots, for which I have been very grateful.
Anyway I hope to return to my calling as a mid tier shitposter soon.
@avaelinLmao people talking to me like I know shit
@avaelinI want to eat a basket of buffalo wings and then watch the sunset.
